dernee

Young @ Heart

2008-05-22T18:30:42Z

These folks are so adorable.

dernee @ 2008-05-23T00:19:00

2008-05-22T16:18:12Z

it doesn't get any less painful.

dernee @ 2008-05-17T01:59:00

2008-05-16T17:59:23Z

I feel so horrible.

my throat and nose is killing me.

and all I want to do is sleep.

but, I wake up so many times in the night, it felt as though I was awake the whole time.

my eyes are burning and my head is killing me softly.

dernee @ 2008-05-14T00:53:00

2008-05-13T16:54:23Z

That is why it is so important to let certain things go.
To release them.
To cut loose.
People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards;
sometimes we win and sometimes we lose.
Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition or your love to be understood.
Complete the circle.
Not out of pride, inability or arrogance,
but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life.
Close the door,
Change the record,
Clean the house,
Get rid of the dust.
Stop being who you were and become who you are.

Paulo Coelho, The Zahir

Lost in Space

2008-05-03T20:55:08Z

Sometimes I get tired of this "me first" attitude.
You are the one thing that keeps me smiling.
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you.
Cause your light shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first star at night
I'd be lost in space without you

And I'd never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to Heaven, if I do...

It feels just so fine when we touch the sky, me and you.
This is my idea of heaven why can't it always be so good.
But it's alright,
I know you're out there, doing what you gotta do.
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you.

And I'd never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to Heaven, if I do...

And I'd never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to Heaven, if I do...

dernee @ 2008-04-26T04:36:00

2008-04-25T20:34:29Z

dernee @ 2008-04-26T04:30:00

2008-04-25T20:28:55Z

I' m watching Ellen on Youtube

and I'm laughing my socks off(not that i'm wearing any)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

she is HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so awake now I don't think I can sleep.
hahahahahhaha. ELLEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

dernee @ 2008-04-25T01:53:00

2008-04-24T17:50:55Z

I scratched the car today. uh oh.

dernee @ 2008-04-19T02:09:00

2008-04-18T18:19:46Z

My day started with a blackout at 5plus A.M!!!!!

I was patiently waiting for the night light and aircon to come on again so I can continue sleeping with my favourite and only baby pillow!

HOWEVER!!!!
that did not happen till 9 plus when the electrician guy came!! argh!!!!

anyway, the day is saved by mr HUMONGOUS crabbie which I devoured tastefully!!!
only one word to describe 'SHOIK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!'

I think it was the hugest crab I've ever seen!! heh heh!!

dernee @ 2008-04-18T00:45:00

2008-04-17T16:48:43Z

sometimes I ask myself

'why bother?'

dernee @ 2008-04-16T02:16:00

2008-04-15T18:22:10Z

I just watched kite runner.

It's a great show.

dernee @ 2008-04-11T03:16:00

2008-04-10T19:18:20Z

I should be serious!
find a job!
finish up my resume!

and cure my insomia.

"Same Mistake"

2008-04-08T19:26:47Z

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake,
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.

=)

2007-10-11T08:21:16Z

My first entry.